Saturday, December 09, 2006

tama ba?

I didn't take part in the AB series. When I made the decision, I was a hundred percent sure of what I want. And yet, I feel like I'm about to miss out on such great opportunity and I wonder if I did the right thing.

I just told my friend that I'd like for us to stay just as friends. For weeks now, I have been so sure of that decision, and yet now that I've told him so (not in person) I feel guilty. Sad even.

Isn't it that I'm supposed to be happy of my decisions? But I'm not. The weird thing is, if I was given the chance to go back in time, faced with the same situations and circumstances, I would have still done the same things.

Cguro nga, we don't always have to like the things we do. How ironic. I did these things into thinking, I would like it. Haay..

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