FUCK LTS

all my quizzes both pre and post test are either 6 or 7. I just took my module 3 post test and I can say that I knew the answers to almost all of them! I was betting on getting between 8-10, since I answered with 100% certainty with most of the numbers, and then the result comes back and it would show that I only got 6. THAT IS UNBELIEVABLE! I'm getting paranoid, this whole LTS thing might pull my grades down and actually be the reason for me not to be a DL!!! ARRRRGGGGHHHH.!

unpriveleged debater =(

I'm starting to give up on my debating career. Probably because I feel that I'm under privileged- I mean come on, we have people there who have been debaters for most of their lives, those who have been debating since they were 12. And then we also have those really smart people, whose intelligence was purely God's gift. I'm an average person with a passion for debating, but I'm not sure if my passion is enough to make me one of the best.

I don't know how to sing, dance or draw. But I know how to speak, and I guess debating is the one thing I have potential on, and I really do want to make it big in that area. I'm not sure how to do that though.

byebye debut

Plans for my 18th birthday is still under deliberation. I understand the fact that we are on a tight budget, with dad's problems and the house in GSIS, there is no room for a birthday party to be squeezed in, to the budget. Which is why it is much too depressing to have no one to blame! I have planning and imagining what I want to happen on my debut for months now and the fact that it won't come true is upsetting. Yes, I know that its childish, but that's me. I easily get upset, especially when I had my hopes up.

LESSON LEARNED: Never ever give me false hope. But everybody who knows me- or at least those who are close to me already knows that.

But hey, I'm a grown-up and even if upsets me, I still do understand that life can be unfair.