I am finally over my ever dramatic mood. My bitterness, blues and worries has all gone away! Which makes me ecstatic.
First on my "oh so confused mind"- with regards to all that stuff on love. It has dawn on me that my first decision is truly for the best and though I may have had confused emotions a few days ago, today I have found clarity. No regrets, just the plain red light.
Second on my "self pity" going on with regards to my debating career. Well, I'm finally over it. My time will come and I did realize that I still have tons of room for improvement and that I have not done my best effort to help myself develop. Which is why, I have told myself its just a matter of will. If I have enough of that will to get me going and to make me improve then in the end I'd get what I deserve.
Thirdly, on my problematic "loosing myself" scenario, where in I felt like I'm not being myself and that I felt so lost. Well, now I'm back on my game. I know my goals and I'm ready to take them.
Life is soo sweet and soo good. I'm just glad that I finally got my mind all cleared up and I'm not confused and wasted anymore.
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